I know I am writing late tonight. Once again, the day has been busy! I’m sure you guys can relate. Good news is tomorrow is Thursday. Which is one day closer to Friday! Woot!
I’ve been thinking all day on what I wanted to blog about. And I have come to one specific topic, that I am hoping I can get some good feedback on.
As I’ve stated before, I am a single mom of three kids. I run a makeup biz. Work full time on top of that. I run my household and raise my kids alone. And that can wear on my soul sometimes. All of my closest friends are married. It is very difficult to relate to them. Even the ones who have been a single parent themselves. When I say I am a single parent, I mean I do it COMPLETELY on my own. There is no other parent to raise them with. Or to help with the costs of raising them.
I talked yesterday about patience. And this is something I wanted to step into, but didn’t have the words to, I guess.
When it comes to being patient, this is my hardest wall to break through. This is what breaks me down mentally and emotionally. I won’t go into the vivid details but let’s just say if you can think of a way to be dumped or end up single, I’ve been through it. Even losing the man I planned to marry to a sudden death.
I had hoped that starting my business would distract me and even begin to let me improve myself and my worth. And it worked. For a little while. But for some reason it’s really beginning to take a second toll on me.
I guess what I am trying to say, or ask, is there has to be more I can do, but what? Please comment your advice, because I need it.